| I remember when I was about 21 I went out to dinner at Costa Mesa with a guy friend and his buddies. One of them was a tiny girl who was 23 yrs old at the time, she told me that she's still trying to get into UC Berkeley. We had a long chat but one thing she said that stuck in my mind was "We try to find ourselves in our 20s" At that moment I thought, "puhhffffffffffff... puhlease lady. I already know myself. I already know what I want to do and I know exactly how to get there." Ugh.. right. Now at an old old age, I'm kinda... mmmm, how shall I say this, "not sure how to get there." I realize how primitive my thoughts were back then. And also sad to say, sometimes I wonder if I would be better off if I had choose to learn something else in college.
I'm trying to understand people, their lives and their background. You know how famous singers always encourage people to believe in themselves. They also warn that there will be people trying to pull each other down but never listen to any of that. I'm facing this "pull down" right now. It's not about letting that person pulling me down or not, but it's about what if that person knows me more than I know myself and that person is actually telling the truth and I'm just being delusional? right, right? How do I get better if I don't listen to anybody else's nonsense and keep believing whatever I want to believe?
Anyways, I need to work on my personality. I get a lot of "you're easy to get along with" or "You're easy to talk to". Not that it's a bad thing, but maybe my friend was right, being so easy to get along with isn't the best for me if I want to make something spectacular happen. I think I need to find the way to be aggressive while doing it with class.
I have these lovely bug bites(4) underneath my armpit, next to my boobies. Weird spot for bug bites, i know. To not gross anybody out, if you really wanna see my bug bites, you can click here.
I'm going on a date with myself tomorrow:
Visit FIT @ 12 PM
Haircut
Mani+Pedi
Kinokuniyaaaaaaaa!!!
Lunch @ Republic
Go Shopping? Anywhere but Forever21! This obsession HAS to end. I can barely find anything I like in that store anymore, yet I'm still going back there again and again. I'm an old lady, OLD HABITS DIE HARD!
Vegas next Wednesday-Friday. Bring on the champagne!!!!!!! |
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| First 4th of july in NYC si si si si.
We went to a friend's rooftop in Williamsburg Brooklyn and saw fireworks over the whole NYC. And since we're far enough from the actual action of the fireworks, we saw 5 fireworks going off at the same time. a-mazing. The red, white, and blue pointy building on the right is the Empire State Building. I thought Disneyland firework was something but this is way more fun. Plus, we had wine and cheese, some really great pastrami and my favorite, Devil's egg, they which makes it all better. Oh, and of course, the company was fantastic as well :) |
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| I found my tee-shirt on forever21.com
yeahh.. Men in scrubs are good, engineers are cute too. Solve that Rubik cube like you mean it!!!!!!!
p.s.harry potter comes out in 5 days. |
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| whhhhooooo likes jason mrazzzzz?Who wants to see Jason Mraz with on 8/7 @ Jones beach in Long Islannnnnnnnd. I LOOOOOOVE jason mraz. His song makes me feel like falling in love except I'm not. |
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Tina and Beyonce Knowles launches Sasha Fierce for House of Dereon
Sasha Fierce is pretty much a junior line made by the mother daughter duo with wholesale prices ranges from $25-$75
I just like how they hired a plus sized model to correlate with their general target customer (African America and Hispanic women) |
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